I have come to the point where i don't care anymore about if you even get back to me. I have no desire but hope that you would. That maybe one day you'd remember me and i'd see your name on my phone screen again. Maybe it'll come, maybe it'll never. Either way i live without the expectation. If you do, well and good--we will take it from there. If you don't, not saying it won't hurt me--i'll just learn to do what i do best. Learn to shrug it off without a doubt and move on. I have no desire in contacting you or even at my worst days, finding out how you are. I just have--nothing. I don't look at my phone anticipating every white ringed flash maybe a potential text from you. I stopped doing that ages ago. I just don't see the point in that. I don't live for mirages and neither will i for, illusions.
I take what comes and i give--to what goes. Lets hope we were meant to cross again. If not---i wish you the very best in life. What doesn't kill us, makes us stronger.
